Bothering me is cool. Just because I can't be bothered doing things sometimes doesn't mean you shouldn't be. I'm the one who's not very well, rememember. I think it's the rush from the first operation in early January (tumor) to the second in late January (stomach tube) to preparations for radiation therapy that's getting me down. I still haven't recovered from speech and eating problems from the first yet... not to mention chronic tiredness.
Next week I have my first double dose of radiation (4 doses) then a break for a month before the next double dose.
I'm sorry I can't be more positive right now, and I'm not sure when I'll start to improve, but thanks a stack for wishing me well and for letting me know I'm in your thoughts and prayers. It's very difficult to summon the mental energy for answering emails at the mo... or to focus on anything.