Monday, July 19, 2010

Insecure Partner 1

Brian Rzepczynski, Certified Personal Life Coach, is The Gay Love Coach: “I work with gay men who are ready to create a road map that will lead them to find and build a lasting partnership with Mr. Right.” To sign up for the FREE Gay Love Coach Newsletter filled with dating and relationship tips and skills for gay singles and couples, as well as to check out current coaching groups, programs, and teleclasses, please visit

Gay Relationships: “The Insecure Partner” - Part 1

ASI109xzxx A PICTURE OF INSECURITY - Insecurity is no fun. It’s that nagging feeling of angst and anxiety, of being unsettled and worried. You feel helpless and that you don’t measure up to a person or situation, lacking a sense direction or confidence in how to approach things. Like in the initial stages of dating, a single gay man’s insecurity might look like…”Does he like me?” “Why hasn’t he called me like he said he would?” “Will he still be around even after we’ve had sex?”

These are pretty normal reactions; it becomes insecurity when the person becomes preoccupied and ruminates about the outcome, personalizing it and putting himself through a slow-torture of doubt and “what-if” thinking that distracts him from being centered and relaxed.

Gay men in relationships can struggle with insecurity as well; having a partner is no shield against it. In a relationship, insecurity might look like…”Am I still attractive to my partner after all this time?” “Does he think I’m a good lover?” “Why is he spending so much time away from home?” “Is he cheating on me?”

Again, there’s nothing abnormal with these thoughts—it has more to do with their extent and severity and how much they are interfering with one’s quality of life and relationship. This article will offer some suggestions for managing this harmful emotion so it doesn’t sabotage your relationship and cause undue stress for your well-being.

CULPRITS OF THE MADNESS - Insecurity can stem from many different sources and is highly individual. Maybe you were raised in a family who didn’t give enough positive strokes and you were made to feel “less than.” Maybe you have a history of abuse. Perhaps your experiences with men in the past have burned you and now you feel suspect and untrusting to let your guard down.

Low self-esteem plays a big role. Maybe you have attachment difficulties, fears of abandonment, commitment phobia…the faces of insecurity are diverse. There are, however, two particularly strong forces that can befriend insecurity that you should be aware of and intervene before too much havoc occurs.

Mindreading is a cognitive distortion in which you assume you know what your partner is thinking or doing without having any evidence to back up it up. Even though you may have lots of experience with your partner and could likely predict how he would respond to a given situation, there are always exceptions, and you must be very careful to avoid making decisions on the conclusions you create.

If your assumption is incorrect, you now have a whole host of other problems to contend with. Mindreading is a byproduct of insecurity and contributes to its madness. The solution is to always check things out with your partner to ensure you’re “on the same page.” Prioritize what’s most important and share your perception as an inquiry rather than a fact.

Projection is another causative factor to insecurity. This is a very complex defense mechanism, but basically is where you put out onto another person disowned aspects of yourself or unfinished business with other people or the past. For example, if you have fears of getting hurt by your partner, you could “project” onto him things that an ex-boyfriend did to you, particularly if both men exhibit similar characteristics or behaviors. Or maybe you feel guilty about something that you did, so you attack your partner for making a mistake about something.

The solution here is to identify any emotional wounds from childhood, the past, or previous relationships and learn to grieve them so the issues don’t keep getting displaced into the relationship with your current partner. Take responsibility for “stuff” that’s really your own. Remember that your partner is not your “ex”, for example; they are both very different individuals with unique personalities, philosophies, and values.

Learn how to cope with these triggers when they get activated and channel those feelings into more productive outlets.

[ Part 2 - Tomorrow ]

© 2007 Brian L Rzepczynski


Gary Kelly said...

I don't know if I've ever met a completely secure person. And I wonder if anyone really can be. I also wonder about the reason people refer to their partner as 'my other half'.

Know what I mean?

JustinO'Shea said...

Yepper, babe, I know what you mean!

I doubt if anyone is ever a completely secure person. There are just so many variables and life is always NEW and "for the first time". . . .`with a lot of background.

"My other half. . "/ my better half" etc. are all "deferential" kudos to "the love of my life". . ..who sometimes I might have met just the other day. . .hahahaaa
I suppose "two parts make a whole". . .

With Peter and me. . . hey! it's been a whole year now". .WOWzzer!. .neither is the "better half". . we're just two totally wonderful guys who fit together very well. . hahaaaa. . .You know, I do not want to imagine Peter not being there. . . and I don't go there. Why would I? hehe

We almost called it quits last February "the winter of my discontent". . .and thank God, we are really "stuck" on each other and we worked things thru. . . One of our good points is "we're both stubborn, do not give up easily, and we do TALK things out. We just do not ASSUME things with each other. . .we communicate. . "we take com - union. . . " Know what I mean? Sure you do.

Carry on, Gary. . .and I feel confident you will! ;-)


Gary Kelly said...


Anyway, if it takes two halves to make a whole, the whole must've been divided into two parts in the first place.

So basically you're saying that the population of the world is not 6.5 billion but only 3.25 billion.